Thursday, April 29, 2010
Things are moving.
I definitely can feel it.

Progression is starting.
Japanese lesson has started.
Bball trial are coming tomorrow.
Photoshoot are coming up too.
Projects are starting soon.

All but one is moving.
Only you has remain stagnant.

I dare to say.
I understand a bit of how you feel...

Want no one but you.



Jacks wrote @ 12:10 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Photo tells a thousand word?
This best describe me.
=( ^^ D=


Jacks wrote @ 11:36 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2010
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Really... I did put in thousands of effort. Thoughts.
But I guess it will never be enough to win that heart of yours...
I will persevere...

Didn't feel better after all the shit. Eeee... School today was fun. Even through I didnt join for the Larry house. Went to play bball with my bros. It was fun. Both my legs were screw up. Big time. Head to ccss for graduation campfire. Last year ccss. Then went to Actors Bar for some gig. Pretty fucked also.

Sorry for the vulgar. I am fucking tired and exhausted...
I can't control. And make myself don't look like how it really feel.
There are some things I really hate. But I hide every little shit. Damn.

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It doesn't feel good when you have feeling... but got tongue tied.
Just feel like giving up everything. Every single thing. All of it. Including studies. But I can't. I will not. I won't.

Nothing is better than got thing.

You are all I think of...



Jacks wrote @ 1:51 AM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Yeassshhhaaaa... It's wed.
Third day of school. Ended...

My mind is so freaking exhausted.
Not physically but mentally.
Poly is tiring then sec.
But it's fun and all.

No motivation. No drive.
And I have this fear of people hating me.
Talking behind my back. Hope I'm just tired!

And yesssaahhh. That's bad.

Wants long long long hair.
But too tired till my mind can't keep up.
And project has not started.
I hope can find strength and cope with school...

Need blogskin. Can't choose something nice. Someone helpp... ><



Jacks wrote @ 7:35 PM

Monday, April 19, 2010
So much has happen and very little is told.
Polytechnic memories are that worth remembering.
Cause everyday something new fun and interesting happen.
It's fun. Interesting. Not that boring. Except for lessons.

First day of poly life.
Our lecturer told us roughly wad we be doing.
Basically.
A interesting photo story.
A hundred and sixty photography. With feelings those kind.
A hundred of ideas for a video or firm.
Every week must complete a drawing. This is not easy.
Assignment one for photograph.
Assignment two for photograph.
Learning of Photoshop skills.
Learning of Adobe Illustrator.
Some course related outings.
Using different way of Visual Graphic.

For now that's about it.
HELLO! First day so much le leh!
And so they dig us in for the first day...
I got some awesome friends. Wooohooo! Nice.

Just want that dream.
Hate myself so stubborn. Love my stubborn too!
But some things can't be force. Too bad for me. Lol!

And I want a new blog. Shimata...
Then I transfer this post in and share link again.

Lastly... I am working toward my dream.
As in i needa grow up before i can finish up my life.
One girl in my class were 2 step ahead of me.
TWO NOT ONE! Eeeee!
Cry... A bit look up on her. Damn!
By the way...
My real dream.
It's to learn japanese. (SHE DOING THIS SINCE YOUNG)
And travel to japanese. (AND THIS LAST YEAR DECEMBER)
Go Digipen for certificate.
Work in a japanese environment.
Square enix. Konami. Too much to mention...
Migrating to japan is a older dream when I am older!

Cheers for first post on new blog!



Jacks wrote @ 11:32 PM