Motions of E

Sunday, May 16, 2010

One day.
Dunno when. Dunno how.
But you will understand how I feel someday.

How fragile I am.
The helpless feeling.
Extreme cold and emptiness.
Feeling of spending days like me.
Lastly my one and only greatest fear.

Someday that you couldn't find anyone.
And will rather stay up alone than finding anyone else.
Slowly allowing time to tick and pass away.

It's all part of growing through.
So I will endure this by myself. And keep enduring.
Finally until the day I can't handle anymore.
Then I will see what to do again.

My current state is pathetic.
Hiding everything and behaving fine.
Only can express and type words into this blog.
It's a whole new brand of emotions.

I being super negative.
Haven't smile and laugh since.
Real scare I might get depression.
A sickness which no absolute one can detect...

Jacks wrote @ 7:34 PM